Things I Thought I'd Say

I'd intended to write an entry about photos. About why we need them, what kinds of photos net which kinds of responses.

I also thought about writing about why, when I'm submissive, it isn't sexual for me. It really isn't. I get that it's sexual for the dominant, and that's in no way contradictory. I get something else, also very intense, out of it. Closer, I think, to what prayer is supposed to be. Or like the classical Greek concept of catharsis.

I also thought that it would be nice to mention, here, the lovely client I had a few weeks ago who brought me ice packs.

However, I am too tired and headachey. I did have a lot of fun today taking photos with Tommy and Mistress Saskia, who very kindly came in and allowed me to use her as a prop. I gave her her first ever flogging! That was fun. Also fun, her comment that I was a very good domme, and good at explaining how things worked.

I will probably talk about one or all of these things in future posts. Now, I ought to be going to sleep. I have work at the Gates tomorrow, and that can take a lot out of a girl.

Fun today!

What fun! Tommy Cuellar, one of my favorite photographers, emailed last night to say he was free today, would I like to do a photo shoot. And the answer was, "Of course!"

Tommy is a great photographer, and he's done a lot of my BDSM photos. But I've also gone to him for personal portraits - the sort you can send to your folks or post on a dating profile (both of which I've done with him).

Any rate, today we're going to explore some new things (at least, new to me).

Here, this is his website, and, under the fetish photos, you can see two of my favorite women (Mistress Keva and Mistress Savannah).

PS I have a complete girl crush on Mistress Keva.