Wishes Part 2

So I mentioned last week that I got one of my wishes when one of the other ladies did a walk-on during my session. One of my other wishes is to get a play piercing from Mistress Savannah.

I already have several piercings; nose, navel, and multiple ear piercings. Each one I got at a significant moment in my life. A break-up, a personal break through, a significant life change. I should have realized earlier that I enjoyed pain, when I kept marking special moments with piercings. But I didn't. At least, not consciously.

Each time I got pierced, I was afraid it would hurt horribly. Each time, it was much easier than I expected.

Now, don't think I just want to get pierced at random by someone I don't know. I want it to be Savannah who pierces me; she and I began working at the Gates at the same time, and we've watched each other change and grow as we've worked here. She's important to me. Having her hold the needle would mean something.

I'd like it to happen in session. Because that feels right. Working at the Gates has been a big change for me. It's only in the last few years that I've realized I was into BDSM. Only in the last year that I've played hard. And only in the last seven months that I've worked at the Gates. I feel like now is an important moment in my life. I'm stronger than I've ever been, I know my own boundaries, and I've taken so much pain. It's hard to get upset over small things when you've been caned and flogged and paddled on a regular basis until you can't sit without wincing.

I'm also beginning to switch. This is a big deal. It's a huge leap in confidence for me. I never trusted myself to know how much to hurt someone else before. I also must confess that, when I was a kid, I wanted to hurt people, and it scared me. I shied away from it. I didn't trust myself. Now, I do. Now that I've been on the other side of it, I feel comfortable switching.

So, flux and change. I'm at another significant moment in my life. And I'd like to do a piercing with Savannah to commemorate it.

I already have everything pierced that I want pierced. So this one wouldn't be for adornment. I hadn't even thought about it until I saw Tina walk into the kitchen with a play piercing in her back. Savannah had done it during session, and I had this sudden rush of envy and found myself thinking, "I want to do that!"

I told her that today, and she was delighted. I hope it happens.