Submissive Together

I have been so bad about updating, someone really ought to spank me.

I actually had a wonderful experience the other day with Mistress Jussara at the Gates. Initially, I was assisting her in dominating this adorable young man - which was interesting in itself. I'm not naturally dominant. But, I've found, when there's someone else who's dominant who can direct me, I can really enjoy it. We tied him up and tortured him. She had me spanking him, paddling him, using the pinwheel on him (the pinwheel is one of my favorite warm-up toys - if you aren't familiar with it, this is what one looks like:

Tangent time: Here's why I love using the pinwheel as a warm up. It tickles and it hurts, both. You run that thing along the surface of someone's skin, lightly, and it tickles something fierce. Gives me shivers. But, if you press just a bit more firmly, the sharp points dig in and the tickling begins to hurt. The combination of sensations is just perfect. It's a wonderful transition into increasing pain.

Mistress Jussara guided me, at any rate. And she is very good. And I really enjoyed watching his reactions to everything we were doing, the way he inhaled suddenly when he really enjoyed something, or writhed when the pain got to the edge of his tolerance. It was beautiful and fascinating to be on the other side of that for once.

But then, and this was, I'll admit, my favorite part, Mistress Jussara turned on me and forced me into a submissive role as well. Now, I've been submissive to other Mistresses twice before, and loved it each time. And I loved it this time, as well. She was so fiendishly clever, it was wonderful.

She had just put clothespins on our sub's nipples, when he asked why she didn't do that to me, too. Knowing that I really can't tolerate breast play (what can I say, in that one area I'm a total wimp) she said, "No, Rosalynde is too sensitive there. But..." And that's when she got the idea.

I knew this might happen, by the way. She'd told me, that morning, that she really wanted to play with a female submissive. That she was hoping she'd get the chance to, soon. So I knew this was coming.

She had me strip down to bra and panties and ordered me to get behind our sub. And then she slapped wrist cuffs on each of my wrists and hooked my cuffs to his. He was already chained to the bed frame, facing the mirror. So she chained me up behind him, pressed up against his back. And then she began to spank me.

She told us that the two of us were one, now. That he'd take all the punishment in the front, and I'd take all the punishment in the back. And that I was to bite him any time the pain got to be too much for me.

And that was brilliant. Truly brilliant.

I whispered to him, "You'd better hope I have a high pain tolerance," and then I didn't have a chance to say anything more, I was too busy whimpering or purring from what Mistress Jussara was doing.

I am proud to say, though, that at one point he whispered back to me, "You do have a high pain tolerance!" But that was just before she broke me. Right after that, she caned me hard enough that I had to give in and bite him.